Thank you for the venom

17 years, sometimes i think you shouldn't have killed yourself, but i dunno what would've happened to you, probably you would've died anyway and maybe suffering a little more...
I prefer not takin sides, but i'm not the one who understands you and i don't justify your death, i still hate you for killing yourself and for being a stupid selfish.
But i still love you, and i always will, because you were as twisted and complicated as any of us, you were a child dying to have some attention, and you made it...  I just wish the whole thing hadn't been that way, but i think you woulnd't be the same kurt without your suicidal thoughts, stomach pains, or parent trouble. 
Anyway, i say it again, i love you, and i'll always remember you. 
"Before I die many will die with me and they'll deserve it. See you in Hell. " So, see you in hell then sweety.